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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    9:07 pm
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    see, after we're dead?
    Nothinghe word was empty and hard and surehere's a reason we call it the finaldeath
    The souls have no belief in an afterlife?
    We have so many livesAnything more would be… too much to expectWe die a little death
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    There was a long pause while our feet moved more and more slowly
    What about you?I finally askedo you still believe in something more, even after all of this?
    My thoughts raked over her memories of the end of the human world
    It seems like there are some omega ladies watch things thatcan'tdie
    In our mind, their faces were close and clearThe love we felt for Jared and Jamiedid feel very
    permanentIn that moment, I wondered if death was strong enough to dissolve something so
    vital andsharpPerhaps this love would live on with her, in some fairytale place with cheap chanel purses pearly
    gates
    Would it be a relief to be free of it? I wasn't sureIt felt like it was part of who I was now
    We only lasted a few hoursEven Melanie's tremendous strength of mind could ask no more
    than that of our failing bodyWe couldn't seem to find the oxygen in the
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    9:07 pm
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    the pencils and found the stub of Libbit's black
    I wanted black for this side-drawing, and there
    was just enough to pinch between my thumb and
    finger
    "Edgar," Wireman said"For a minute there I
    thought I sawit looked like-"
    "Shut up!" Noveen cried"Ne'mine no mojo arm! You
    gone want to see this, I bet!"
    I drew quickly, and the jockey came out of the
    white like a figure out of heavy fogIt was quick,
    the strokes careless and hurried, but the essence
    was there: the knowing eyes and the broad lips
    that might have been grinning with either mirth or
    malevolenceI had no time to color the shirt and
    the breeches, but I fumbled for the pencil stamped
    Plain Red (one of mine) along its barrel and added
    the awful cap, scribbling it inAnd once the cap
    was there you knew what that grin really was: a
    nightmare
    "Show me!" Noveen cried"I want to see if y'got
    it right!"
    I held the picture up to the doll, who now sat
    straight on Jack's leg while Jack slumped against
    995
    the wall beside the staircase, looking off into
    the parlor"That's the bugger who scared
    Melda's girls
    "What - ?" Wireman began, and shook his head
    "Melda seen the frog, too," Noveen said"The one
    the babbies call the big boy
    That's when Melda finally corner Libbit in
    d'kitchen
    "At first Melda thought the stuff about Charley
    was just little kids scaring each other, didn't
    she?"
    Noveen cawed again, but her shoebutton eyes stared
    with what could have been horrorOf course, eyes
    like that can look like anything you want them to,
    can't they? "That's right, sugarBut when she
    seen ole Big Boy down there at the foot of the
    lawn, crossin the driveway and goin into the
    trees
    Jack's hand flexedNoveen's head shook slowly
    back and forth, indicating the collapse of Nan
    Melda's defenses
    996
    I shuffled the pad with Charley the jockey on it
    to the bottom and went back to the picture of the
    kitchen: Nan Melda looking down, the little girl
    looking up with her finger on her lips - Shhhh! -
    and the doll bearing silent witness from her place
    against the breadbox"Do you see it?" I asked
    Wireman"Do you understand?"
    "Sort of
    "Sugar-candy was mos'ly done, once she was out,"
    Noveen said
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    9:10 pm
    @@@@@ “For everything of that nature I will be
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    “For everything of that nature I will be answerable,” said Tom, in
    a decided tone“His house shall not be hurtI have quite as great an
    interest in being careful of his house as you can have; and as to such
    alterations as I was suggesting just now, such as moving a bookcase,
    or unlocking a door, or even as using the billiard-room for the space
    of a week without playing at billiards in it, you might just as well
    suppose he would object to our sitting more in this room, and less
    in the breakfast-room, than we did before he went away, or to my
    sister’s pianoforte being moved from one side of the room to the
    otherAbsolute nonsense!”
    “The innovation, if not wrong as an innovation, will be wrong as
    an expense
    “Yes, the expense of such an undertaking would be prodigious!
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    Jane Austen
    Perhaps it might cost a whole twenty poundsSomething of a theatre
    we must have undoubtedly, but it will be on the simplest plan:
    a green curtain and a little carpenter’s work, and that’s all; and as the
    carpenter’s work may be all done at home by Christopher Jackson
    himself, it will be too absurd to talk of expense; and as long as Jackson
    is employed, everything will be right with Sir ThomasDon’t
    imagine that nobody in this house can see or judge but yourself
    Don’t act yourself, if you do not like it, but don’t expect to govern
    everybody else
    “No, as to acting myself,” said Edmund, “that I absolutely protest
    against
    Tom walked out of the room as he said it, and Edmund was left to
    sit down and stir the fire in thoughtful vexation
    Fanny, who had heard it all, and borne Edmund company in every
    feeling throughout the whole, now ventured to say, in her anxiety
    to suggest some comfort, “Perhaps they may not be able to find
    any play to suit themYour brother’s taste and your sisters’ seem
    very different
    “I have no hope there, FannyIf they persist in the scheme, they
    will find somethingI shall speak to my sisters and try to dissuade
    them, and that is all I can do
    “I should think my aunt Norris would be on your side
    “I dare say she would, but she has no influence with either Tom or
    my sisters that could be of any use; and if I cannot convince them
    myself, I shall let things take their course, without attempting it
    through herFamily squabbling is the greatest evil of all, and we had
    better do anything than be altogether by the ears
    His sisters, to whom he had an opportunity of speaking the next
    morning, were quite as impatient of his advice, quite as unyielding
    to his representation, quite as determined in the cause of pleasure,
    as TomTheir mother had no objection to the plan, and they were
    not in the least afraid of their father’s disapprobationThere could
    be no harm in what had been done in so many respectable families,
    and by so many women of the first consideration; and it must be
    scrupulousness run mad that could see anything to censure in a
    plan like theirs, comprehending only brothers and sisters and intimate
    friends, and which would never be heard of beyond them114
    Mansfield Park
    selvesJulia did seem inclined to admit that Maria’s situation might
    require particular caution and delicacy—but that could not extend
    to her—she was at liberty; and Maria evidently considered her engagement
    as only raising her so much more above restraint, and
    leaving her less occasion than Julia to consult either father or mother
    Edmund had little to hope, but he was still urging the subject when
    Henry Crawford entered the room, fresh from the Parsonage, calling
    out, “No want of hands in our theatre, Miss BertramNo want
    of understrappers: my sister desires her love, and hopes to be admitted
    into the company, and will be happy to take the part of any old
    duenna or tame confidante, that you may not like to do yourselves
    Maria gave Edmund a glance, which meant, “What say you now?
    Can we be wrong if Mary Crawford feels the same?” And Edmund,
    silenced, was obliged to acknowledge that the charm of acting might
    well carry fascination to the mind of genius; and with the ingenuity
    of love, to dwell more on the obliging, accommodating purport of
    the message than on anything
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    9:10 pm
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    “I guess that’s what I’m saying
    “And I guess that’s pretty good thinking, CharlieI’m operating on externals, aren’t I?
    They’re triggering instincts, but they’re still externals
    “I’d trust those instincts of yours far more than I would any polygraph—”
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    “So would I,” interrupted Valentino“You saved our personnel in five or six sector crises when
    all the indicators said you were wrongHowever, Charlie’s got a legitimate querySuppose it isn’t
    Carlos? We not only send the wrong message to Europe, but, more important, we’ve wasted time
    “So stay out of Europe,” mused Alex softly, again as if to himselfGo after
    the bastards herePull them in and break themI’m the target, so let them come
    after me
    “That would entail far looser protection than I envisage for you and DrConklin,”
    said the director firmly
    “Then disenvisage, sir Alex looked back and forth at Casset and Valentino, suddenly raising
    his voice“We can do it if you two will listen to me and let me mount it!”
    “We’re in a gray area,” stated Casset“This thing may be foreign-oriented, but it’s domestic turf
    The Bureau should be brought in—”
    “No way,” exclaimed Conklin“Nobody’s brought in outside of this room!”
    “Come on, Alex,” said Valentino kindly, slowly shaking his headYou can’t
    give orders here
    “Good, fine!” shouted Conklin, awkwardly getting out of the chair and supporting himself on his
    cane“Next stop the White House, to a certain chairman of the NSA named McAllister!”
    “Sit down,” said the DCI firmly
    “I’m retired! You can’t give orders to
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    9:02 pm
    @@@@@The best Scarlett could do was contribute
    @@@@@The best Scarlett could do was contribute several geese and a half
    dozen barrels of porter to the wedding feastEven that was going
    over
    the edge a bit, Colum warned herThe groom's family were the hosts
    "Well, if I'm going to go over the edge, I might as well go way over,"
    Scarlett told himShe warned Kathleen, too, in case she wanted to
    object"I'm coming out of mourningI'm sick to death of wearing
    black She danced every reel at the wedding party, wearing bright
    blue and red petticoats under a dark green skirt, and stockings striped
    in yellow and greenThen she cried all the way home to Ballyhara
    "I'm going to miss her so much, ColumI'll miss the cottage, too, and
    all the visitorsI'll never go there again, not with nasty Pegeen
    handing out her nasty old tea
    "Twelve miles isn't the end of the earth, Scarlett darlingGet
    yourself a good riding horse instead of driving your buggy, and you'll
    be in Dunsany in no time at all Scarlett could see the sense to
    that, although twelve miles was still a long wayWhat she refused to
    consider at all was Colum's quiet suggestion that she start thinking
    about marrying againShe woke up in the night sometimes, and the
    darkness in her room was like the dark mystery of Rhett's eyes
    meeting
    hers when her ship was leaving CharlestonWhat had he been
    feeling?
    Alone in the silence of the night, alone in the vastness of the ornate
    bed, alone in the black blankness of the unlit room, Scarlett wondered,
    and dreamed of impossible things, and sometimes wept from the ache
    of
    wanting him"Cat," said Cat clearly when she saw her reflection in
    the mirror"Oh, thank God," Scarlett cried aloudShe'd been afraid
    her baby was never going to talkCat had rarely gurgled and cooed
    like other babies, and she looked at people who talked baby talk to her
    with an expression of profound astonishmentShe walked at ten
    months,
    which was early, Scarlett knew, but a month later she was still
    practically mute except for her laughter"Say 'ma-ma,'" Scarlett
    begged"Say 'ma-ma,'" she tried again after Cat spoke,
    but the little girl wriggled out of her grasp and plunged recklessly
    across the fl
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    9:02 pm
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    such a fate would make me wish Ian had succeeded last nightI swallowed, feeling the bruising
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    You never know how much time you'll have,Melanie had said so many days ago, when my pasha cartier watch world
    was still under control
    Her words echoed in my head as we reentered the big room, the main plaza of Jeb's human
    communityIt was full, like the first night, everyone there to glare at us with eyes that blazed
    anger and betrayal when they looked at him and murder when they looked at meI kept my gaze
    down on the rock under my feetFrom the corner of my eye, I could see that Jeb held his hermes bag gun
    ready again
    It was only a matter of time, indeedI could feel it in the atmosphere of hate and fearJeb could
    not protect me long
    It was a relief to scrape back through the narrow crevice, to look forward to the winding black
    labyrinth and my cramped hiding place; I could hope to be alone there
    Behind me, a furious hissing, like a nest of goaded snakes, echoed in the big cavernThe cartier must 21 sound
    made me wish Jeb would lead me through the labyrinth at a quicker pace
    Jeb chuckled under his breathHe seemed to get stranger the longer I was around himHis
    sense of humor mystified me as much as his motivations did
    “It gets a bit tedious down here sometimes, you know,” he murmured to me, or to himself
    With Jeb, it was hard to tell“Maybe when they get over being cheesed off at me, ladies gucci watch they'll realize
    they appreciate all the excitement I'm providing
    Our path through the dark twisted in a serpentine fashionIt didn't feel at all familiarPerhaps
    he took a different route to keep me lostIt seemed to take more time than before, but finally I
    could see the dim blue light of the lamp shining from around the next curve
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    I dropped her in, and one result was immediate:
    above me, the children's angry laughter turned to
    shrieks of surprised horrorHe
    sounded hysterical and half-insane, but I was
    never so glad to hear anyone in my life
    "That's right, go on and run! Before your fucking
    ship sails and leaves you behind!"
    Now I had a delicate problemI had taken hold of
    the flashlight in my remaining hand, and she omega sale was
    insidebut the cap was somewhere in here with
    me, and I couldn't see itNor did I have another
    hand to feel around with"Wireman, are you there?"
    After a moment long enough to first seed four
    kinds of fear and then start them growing, he
    answered: "Yeah, muchacho
    "All right?"
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    "One of em scratched me and it ought to be
    disinfected, but otherwise, yeahBasically I
    think we both are
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    then, sitting there crooked among the bones with
    the water-filled shell of the flashlight held up
    like the Statue of Liberty's torch, I began to
    laugh
    Some things are just so true you have to
    xii
    My eyes had adjusted enough for me to make out a
    dark shape seeming to float down the side of the
    cistern - Jack, descending the ladderThe sleeve
    of the flashlight was thrumming in my hand - weak,
    but gucci for sale definitely thrummingI pictured a woman
    drowning in a narrow steel tank and pushed the
    image awayIt was too much like what had happened
    to Ilse, and the monster I had imprisoned was
    nothing like Ilse
    "There's a rung missing," I said"If you don't
    want to die down here, you want to be careful as
    hell
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    "I can't die tonight," he said in a thin and
    shaking voice I never would have identified as his
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    "Thank y-"
    He missed the rungFor a
    moment I was sure he was going to come down on top
    of me, on top of the upheld flashlightThe water
    would spill out, she would spill out, and it all
    would have been for nothing
    "What's happening?" Wireman shouted from above us
    "What the fuck's happening?"
    Jack settled back against the wall, one hand
    gripping a lucky chunk of coral that he happened
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    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    9:11 pm
    @@@@@And there must be your approach,
    @@@@@And there must be your approach, through
    what is at present the gardenYou must make a new garden at what
    is now the back of the house; which will be giving it the best aspect
    in the world, sloping to the south-eastThe ground seems precisely
    formed for itI rode fifty yards up the lane, between the church and
    the house, in order to look about me; and saw how it might all be
    Nothing can be easierThe meadows beyond what will be the garden,
    as well as what now is, sweeping round from the lane I stood in
    to the north-east, that is, to the principal road through the village,
    must be all laid together, of course; very pretty meadows they are,
    210
    Mansfield Park
    finely sprinkled with timberThey belong to the living, I suppose; if
    not, you must purchase themThen the stream—something must
    be done with the stream; but I could not quite determine whatI
    had two or three ideas
    “And I have two or three ideas also,” said Edmund, “and one of
    them is, that very little of your plan for Thornton Lacey will ever be
    put in practiceI must be satisfied with rather less ornament and
    beautyI think the house and premises may be made comfortable,
    and given the air of a gentleman’s residence, without any very heavy
    expense, and that must suffice me; and, I hope, may suffice all who
    care about me
    Miss Crawford, a little suspicious and resentful of a certain tone
    of voice, and a certain half-look attending the last expression of his
    hope, made a hasty finish of her dealings with William Price; and
    securing his knave at an exorbitant rate, exclaimed, “There, I will
    stake my last like a woman of spiritNo cold prudence for meI am
    not born to sit still and do nothingIf I lose the game, it shall not be
    from not striving for it
    The game was hers, and only did not pay her for what she had
    given to secure itAnother deal proceeded, and Crawford began
    again about Thornton Lacey
    “My plan may not be the best possible: I had not many minutes
    to form it in; but you must do a good dealThe place deserves it,
    and you will find yourself not satisfied with much less than it is
    capable of(Excuse me, your ladyship must not see your cardsThere,
    let them lie just before you The place deserves it, BertramYou
    talk of giving it the air of a gentleman’s residenceThat will be done
    by the removal of the farmyard; for, independent of that terrible
    nuisance, I never saw a house of the kind which had in itself so
    much the air of a gentleman’s residence, so much the look of a something
    above a mere parsonage-house—above the expenditure of a
    few hundreds a ye
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
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    “That’s certainly the truth, Norm,” agreed the Calco executive in charge of marketing as he
    approached the teeSuddenly, there was the high grating sound of a golf cart’s horn as a threewheeled
    vehicle appeared over the incline from the sixteenth fairway going as fast as it could go
    “That’s your driver, General,” said the armaments marketer, immediately wishing he had not used
    his partner’s formal title
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
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    approaching cart, meeting it thirty feet away from the tee“What is it?” he asked a large, middleaged
    beribboned master sergeant who had been his driver for over fifteen years
    “My guess is that it’s rotten,” answered the noncommissioned officer gruffly while he gripped
    the wheel
    “That’s pretty blunt—”
    “So was the son of a bitch who calledI had to take it inside, on a pay phoneI told him I
    wouldn’t break into your game, and he said I gucci messenger bag goddamned well better if I knew what was good for
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    “He said he’d call back in a half hour-that’s eighteen minutes nowI’m part of
    this, remember?”
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    chest in British brigadier fashion as he walked unsteadily back to the tee, summoning a casualness
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
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    elderly
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    their
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    cheats The game was fun, Scarlett thought, and the scent of freshly
    owed lawn was better than flowersHer competitive instincts were
    their full height before her third turn came around, and she earned
    "Well done!" and a pat on the shoulder from the General when úhe
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    set up under a tremendous beech tree; its shade was welcomeSo
    was the
    sight of John MorlandHe as listening attentively to the young woman
    sitting beside him on he bench, but he waggled his fingers at Scarlett
    in greetingThe rest f the house party was there, too
    Scarlett met Sir Francis Kinsman, handsome rakehell type, and his
    wife,
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    Henry, from the hunt at art'sBart's companion was clearly not
    pleased to be interrupted for úntroductions, but she was icily
    gracious"This is Louisa Ferncliff," said Alice with determined
    cheerfulness"She's an Honourable," Alice whispered to Scarlett
    Scarlett smiled, said, "How do you do," and let it go at thathe had
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    Grantley held a chair for Scarlett and asked if she would permit him to
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
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    “Are youcrazy? ” I shoutedMy voice was so loud that I didn't recognize it at firstIt felt like
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    “What are you thinking? Giving the weapon to a child? He could kill himself!”
    “Jamie's been through enough to be called a man, I thinkHe knows how to handle himself
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    Jamie's shoulders straightened at Jeb's praise, and he gripped the gun tighter to his chest
    I gaped at Jeb's stupidity“What if cartier pasha watch they come for me with him here? Did you think of what
    could happen? This isn't a joke! They'll hurt him to get to me!”
    Jeb remained calm, his face placid“Don't think there'll be any trouble today
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    9:12 pm
    @@@@@To her left, flags fluttered on the tall
    @@@@@To her left, flags
    fluttered on the tall masts of ships along the wharvesTo her right
    the trees of a long low island glowed a bright greenThe sunlight
    glittered on the tips of tiny pointed wavelets, like diamonds scattered
    across the waterA trio of brilliantly white birds soared in the
    cloudless blue sky then swooped down to skim the tops of the waves
    They looked as if they were playing a game, a weightless, carefree
    kind
    of follow-the-leaderThe salt-sweet light breeze caressed her neck
    She'd been right to come, she was sure of it nowShe turned to her
    aunts"It's a wonderful day," Scarlett saidThe promenade was so
    wide, they walked three abreast along itTwice they met other
    people,
    first an elderly gentleman in an oldfashioned frock coat and beaver
    hat, then a lady accompanied by a thin boy who blushed when he was
    spoken toEach time, they stopped, and the aunts introduced
    Scarlett,
    our niece from AtlantaHer mother was our sister Ellen, and
    she's married to Eleanor Butler's boy, Rhett
    The old gentleman bowed and kissed Scarlett's hand, the lady
    introduced
    her grandson, who gazed at Scarlett as if he had been struck by
    lightningFor Scarlett the day was getting better with every passing
    minuteThen she saw that the next walkers approaching them were
    men
    in blue uniformsHer step faltered, she grabbed Pauline's arm
    "Auntie," she whispered, "there are Yankee soldiers coming at us
    "Keep walking," said Pauline clearly
    "They'll have to get out of our way Scarlett looked at Pauline with
    shockWho would have thought that her skinny old aunt could be so
    brave? Her own heart was thumping so loud that she was sure the
    Yankee
    soldiers would hear it, but she willed her feet to move
    When only three paces separated them, the soldiers drew aside,
    pressing
    their bodies against the railings of metal pipe that lined the edge of
    the walkway along the waterPauline and Eulalie sailed past them as
    if they were not ther
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
    9:10 pm
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    285
    The ride down to the lobby was both interminable and insufferable, the latter because of an
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    body lurching forward in a heavy leather chair below on her rightThe old man stared at her, his
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    you! Who are you?”
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    “My God, is he here?”
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    Friday, December 17th, 2010
    9:10 pm
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    trouble seeing"You actually don't even have to
    412
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    Hotcha!" He popped his tongue against the roof of
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    little sedan
    "When Ez was three, Julia signed on part-time with
    an outfit called Work Fair, Immigration Solutions
    in downtown OmahaShe helped Spanish-speakers
    with and without green cards get jobs, and she
    helped start illegals who wanted citizenship on
    the right roadJust a little storefront outfit,
    low profile, but they did a lot more practical
    good than all the marches and sign-wavingIn
    Wireman's humble opinion
    He pressed his hands against his eyes and drew a
    deep, shuddering breathThen he let his palms
    fall on top of the file-folder with a thump
    "When it happened, I was in Kansas City on
    businessJulia spent Monday to Thursday mornings
    at Work FairI
    could have sued and broken that place - beggared
    the women who ran it - but I didn'tBecause even
    in my grief, I understood that what happened to
    413
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    personally involved - when a baby lying in his
    crib got hold of the draw-cord, swallowed it, and
    choked to deathThe parents won and there was a
    payout, but their baby was just as dead, and if it
    hadn't been the cord, it might have been something
    elseThe ID tag off the dog's
    collar"With Ez it
    was the marbleShe pulled it down her throat
    during playtime and choked to death
    "Wireman, Jesus! I'm so sorry!"
    "She was still alive when they got her to the
    hospitalThe woman from the daycare called both
    Julia's office and mineShe was babbling-crazy,
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    Saturday, December 11th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    9:18 pm
    @@@@@There was a magazine in his lap, but he had
    @@@@@There was a magazine in his lap, but he had scanned through it, and a little bored, he tossed it onto a tableAfter a moment or two, he took a letter from his breast pocket, and read it again slowlyIt was from a college friend

    Here in Washington you can see all the patternsThe reactionaries are frightenedDespite what they want to believe they know this has become a people's war, and the currents of world revolution are in the airIt's a people's movement and they're bringing all the old tools of repression to try to stop itAfter the war there's going to be a witchhunt, but it'll fail and the basic will of the people toward communal freedom will be expressedYou've no idea how frightened the reactionaries areIt's the last-ditch fight for them

    And there was more in the same tenorHearn finished the letter and shruggedBailey had always been an optimistA sound Marxian optimist
    Only that was all bullshitThere would be the witch-hunt after the war all right, but it would hardly be a frightened witch-huntWhat was it Cummings had said? America's energy had become kinetic and it would not be reversedCummings wasn't frightened, not in that senseThe terrifying thing in listening to him was his calm and unshakable certaintyThe Right was ready for a struggle, but without anxiety this time, with no absorbed and stricken ear listening to the inevitable footstep of historyThis time they were the optimists, this time they were on the offensiveThere was the thing Cummings had never said, but it was implied tacitly in all his argumentsHistory was in the grasp of the Right, and after the war their political campaigns would be intenseOne big push, one big offensive, and history was theirs for this century, perhaps the next oneThe League of Omnipotent Me
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    9:20 pm
    @@@@@On all sides there were angry, surging,
    @@@@@On all
    sides there were angry, surging, foam-streaked mountainous waves
    with
    curling breaking white tops streaming fans of spume into the furious
    wind and rain"Rhett," she tried to shoutOh God, where was
    Rhett?
    She turned her head from side to side, trying to see through the
    rain
    Then, just as the sloop dove furiously down the other side of the wave,
    she found himGod damn hissoul! He was kneeling, his back and
    shoulders straight, his head and chin high, and he was laughing into
    the
    wind and the rain and the waves
    His left hand gripped the tiller with corded strength, and his right
    hand was outstretched, holding on to the line that was wrapped
    around
    his elbow and forearm and wrist, the sheet that led to the fearful pull
    of the huge wind-filled mainsailHe's loving this! The fight with
    the wind, the death dangerI hate him! Scarlett looked
    up at the towering threat of the next wave and for a wild, despairing
    instant she waited for it to topple, to trap, to destroy herThen she
    told herself that she had nothing to fearRhett could manage
    anything, even the ocean itselfShe lifted her head, as his was
    lifted, and gave herself over to the wild perilous excitement
    Scarlett did not know about the chaotic power of the windAs the
    little sloop rode up the side of the thirty-foot wave, the wind
    stoppedIt was only for a few seconds, a freak of the center of the
    squall, but the mainsail flattened, and the boat slewed to broadside,
    carried erratically by water current only in a perilous climb
    Scarlett was aware that Rhett was rapidly freeing his arm from the
    encircling slack line, that he was doing something different with the
    swinging tiller, but she had no hint that anything was wrong until the
    crest of the wave was nearly under the keel and Rhett shouted, "Jibe!
    Jibe," and threw his body painfully over hersShe heard a rattling,
    creaking noise close to her head and sensed the slow then faster then
    rushing swing of the heavy boom aboveEverything happened very
    fast,
    yet it seemed to be terribly, unnaturally slow, as though the whole
    world were stoppingShe looked without understanding at Rhett's
    face
    so near to hers, and then it was gone and he was on his knees again
    doing something, she didn't know what, except that heavy loops of
    thick
    rope were falling on herShe didn't see the crosswind ruffle, then
    suddenly fill, the wet canvas of the mainsail and propel it to the
    opposite side of the wayless sloop with an ever-mounting force so
    mightly that there was a crack like the sound of lightning striking and
    the thick mast broke and was carried into the sea by the momentum
    and
    weight of the sailThe hull of the boat bucked, then lifted to
    starboard and rolled slowly, following the pull of the fouled rigging,
    until it was upside downCapsized in the cold storm-torn seaShe'd
    never known such cold could existCold rain pelting her, colder
    waters surrounding her, pulling at herHer whole body must be
    frozen
    Her teeth were chattering uncontrollably, making such a noise in her
    head that she couldn't think, couldn't understand what was happening,
    except that she must be paralyzed, because she couldn't move
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    9:31 pm
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    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    436
    42
    Sundown, and the out islands of Montserrat were growing darker, becoming patches of deep green
    surrounded by a shimmering blue sea and never-ending sprays of white foam erupting from coral
    reefs off the shorelines; all were bathed in the diaphanous orange of the Caribbean horizonOn
    Tranquility Isle, lamps were gradually turned on inside the last four villas in the row above the
    beach at Tranquility Inn, and figures could be seen, by and large walking slowly between the rooms
    and out on the balconies where the rays from the setting sun washed over the terracesThe soft
    breezes carried the scents of hibiscus and poinciana across the tropical foliage as a lone fishing boat
    weaved its way through the reefs with its late-afternoon catch for the inn’s kitchen
    Brendan Patrick Pierre Prefontaine carried his Perrier out to the balcony of Villa Seventeen,
    where Johnny StJacques stood by the railing sipping a rum and tonic“How long do you think it
    will take before you reopen?” asked the former judge of the Boston court, sitting down at the white
    wrought-iron table
    “The structural damage can be repaired in a matter of weeks,” replied the owner of Tranquility
    Inn, “but the aftertaste of what happened here will take longer, a lot longer
    “Again, how long?”
    “I’ll give it four or five months before I send out the initial brochures—it’ll be late for the
    season’s bookings, but Marie agreesTo do anything earlier would not only be tasteless, but the
    urgency would fuel all the gossip againTerrorists, drug runners, corrupt island government—we
    don’t need that and we don’t deserve it
    “Well, as I mentioned, I can pay my freight,” said the once honorable justice of the federal
    district court in Massachusetts“Perhaps not to the extent of your highest seasonal prices, dear man,
    but certainly sufficient to cover the costs of a villa, plus a little for the inn’s kitty
    “I told you, forget itI owe you more than I can ever repayTranquility’s yours as long as you
    want to stayJacques turned from the railing, his eyes lingering on the fishing boat below, and
    sat down opposite Prefontaine“I worry about the people down there, in the boats and on the beach
    I used to have three or four boats bringing in the freshest fishNow I’ve only got one coming in for
    us and what’s left of the staff all of whom are on half salary
    “Then you need my money
    “Come on, Judge, what money? I don’t want to appear intrusive, but Washington gave me a
    pretty complete rundown on youYou’ve been living off the streets for yea
    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
    9:05 pm
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    @@@@@
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    The Hummingbirds tourThen:
    "I can work them both inA little tour of my
    own
    "You think?"
    "Yes, of courseYou just give me the date and I
    am there
    Tears pricked the backs of my eyelidsI don't
    know what it's like to have sons, but I'm sure it
    can't be as rewarding - as plain nice - as having
    daughters"I appreciate that, hon
    is there any possibility your sister might come?"
    "You know what, I think she will," Ilse said,
    "She'll be crazy to see what you're doing that's
    484
    got people in the know so excitedWill you get
    written up?"
    "My friend Wireman thinks soOne-armed artist,
    and all that
    "But you're just good, Daddy!"
    I thanked her, then moved on to Carson Jones
    Asked what she heard from him
    "He's fine," she said
    "Really?"
    "Sure - why?"
    "I don't knowI just thought I heard a little
    cloud in your voice
    She laughed ruefully"You know me too wellThe
    fact is, they're SRO everyplace they play now -
    word's getting aroundThe tour was supposed to
    end on May fifteenth because four of the singers
    have other commitments, but the booking agent
    found three new onesAnd Bridget Andreisson,
    who's become quite the star, got them to push back
    the start of her understudy pastorate in Arizona Her voice flattened as she said
    this last, and became the voice of some adult
    woman I didn't know"So instead of finishing in
    mid-May, the tour has been extended to the end of
    485
    June, with dates in the Midwest and a final
    concert at the Cow Palace in San FranciscoSome
    bigga-time, huh?" This was my phrase, used when
    Illy and Lin were little girls putting on what
    they called "ballet super-shows" in the garage,
    but I couldn't recall ever saying it in that sad
    tone of not-quite-sarcasm
    "Are you worried about your guy and this Bridget?"
    "No!" she said at once, and laug
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